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i am ay austin java and i am on the web totaly awesome!!!
i've never done this before.

My spirt is wrestless.
I have no idea why.
I get this particular dream everytime my soul and sprit become wrestless. I feel like a humming bird. I have felt this way in so long I don't know what to do life has become so weird. But I guess it mean s period of change needs to occur. i feel as if i am about to explode. just is's like mt add is getting worse or i am just un settled althogh there really is no need for me to be unsettled!! I have a job wich i am thinking aobut leaveing (why? i don't know really...goes back to being unsettled and wrestless.) My wrestlessness has become so pronounced that I am getting maybe 4hrs of good sleep.
I've been this way since i went to the er for a bad case of food posioning a few weeks ago.
Alan it's time to go settle the spirts agian!!!
-nay

I have joined the ranks of mac users! yippie!!
now what to do I can't figure out how to use my pages software though...
which is a problem because i need to make my flyers for work and start getting those out.
I think i love it! all though i am not sure..yet because i am haveing to learn a few things and i am a little lost.
but yes i have converted.
they have seduced me by the pritty pictures!

i really think it's nice having a place to just write.
write any thing and it dosen't even have to make sence.

speeking of writing... reminds me of schoool
why the hell is everyone in the world so cought up on having a degree.
I don't want to go to school never have and most likely never will. 
I hate schoool. 
As i told my mother a few weeks ago I'd rather give birth to 4 children without any pain meds than to go back to school. I personaly think If i did have children i'd have more to show formy life than a losey peice of papper.
I a perfictly fine doing what i am doing. I enjoy my free time and to hell with anybody who thinks you have to have a degree to get along in life. I will never have student loan debt and I will have more to show for at any age because i have been working harder and longer. 

For instance
A cupple i know are going to get married.
they have lived the past 4 years on student loans. granted they will be layers, but both will start thier marrage on at least 200,000 dollars in debt!
If i were to get married as of right now (as of today...YEAH) I have a paid of car!!! a 2003 no less. I have only 200.oo of credit card bedt and I could pay that off if i wanted to and I have a savong account with a little bit of money in it. Yes i live at home but it's great! I chip in around the house and get to live for free. I buy food for my house everyone in a while. But over all my way of living is great! but then agian I have great parents.
But think about it I am starting of fincialy better of than the both fo them. THey say that the most common thing to fight about in a marrage is money and debt. so I feel on top of my life and in charge in most regards. I have had to work twice as hard as the lawyers but i prefur it that way. I care more about my things because i worked my ass off to get them.
so that's the end of my rant....

Life wokring in a resturant is strangley satisfying...
But iv'e hit a brick wall of sorts. I've got nothing left to learn.
At least front of house wise.
I want to learn kitchen but there just is not time or spce for me.
I mean I allready have the manger controls to the registers down I can expo fairly well althogh i wish I had something to compare it to. I really like to expo especialy when it busy it's a puzzle. and what do chelsea's love... PUZZLES!
I hope that someday someone will move on and I can be moved up to management. A little bird told me I was next in line. It's just a matter of openings.

I heard this really great song on the radio that totaly spoke to me and touched my heart. And made me realize somethings in my life. but really cool
other wise.
But today I am sick.
My throat hurts and I ache and it sucks.
-chelsea
p.s.- I got a promise ring ha ha ha yes.. I am loved... i am needed and i so need to be loved needed and charished. And I need him and I love him and I charish him and what else could be better??? He is also my bestest friend.
peace at last.

Well hum....
I have lots to do...

1. Finnish redoing the bathroom. (It's new offical color is 2 diffrent shades of blue with white accents...it's very beachy-ish.)
2.Cultural anthropology Video review
3. Cultural Anthropology Test
4. Human Sexulity Doccumentry (proving to be a welcomed challage)
5. lreaning to set up wireless router through tiral and error.
6. Spending 4 hrous at frys for them to fix my laptop untill I the summer when I can send it back to the factory to get it fixed.
7. Cutrual Antropology outlinethingy (first draft took me 9 hours!) now i am working on the 2nd draft.
8. finding ways around red tape in the educational systems that i chose to envove myslef in.
9. finding new ways to pay off my credit card, and car.
10. trying to rember to pay my victoria's secret cedit card (much aharder task than i had thought).
11. Remembering were i put my car
12. Laundry 3 loads of clothes, towles, and sheets
13. Dishes
14. keeping the house picked up (i am a bit of a house elf now that mom is working 2 jovs and dad is lyed up)
15. hangin out with everyone
14. writing letters
15. making paper flowers
16. making birthday presents because all friends seem to have birthdays in the fall.

AND LAST BUT NEVER LEAST

17. Loving my dog and taking time out everyday to hugggggle and snuggle and kiss him. (becasue if I don't he gets down right Huffy).


but then only thing that i can think to complane about is my grandma and the fact that i have had 3 count them 3 periods this month...AHHHHHH...but life really isn't all that bad.

My Baby Graduated!!!

And His momma is So So So So proud!!!

 

Well we all know how antsy  I get when it comes to going to school.

Well I got mail from full sail agian and evrytime that happens i start wanting to quit what I am doing to run off and be a movie person. But I am trying to resist the temptation this time.

So the major issue we were wondering was if I would be donw this my college education by the time I am 25 (because i will be kicked off my parents insurance then). I found out that I could in theroy graduate froma 4 year university in the year 2008 (i think) at the age of 23 and then if I move on it verry fast and have my act to gether by then i could in thoery have my masters by exactly 25. So lots to think about and lots of money to spend on an education because I will probubly have to end up at a private college. Becasue I am a special person who can't get it together.

So alterative run off to florida in 13 months have an assosicates get a job and still have debt from student loans.

So I think I'll try and stay....what do you think? DUH.... 

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I got bored in classes Today and Decided to find out How many more Classes i have to take to get some sort of a degree. Well Are You Ready!

15- More Classes

Plus 1 or 2 more Make Math Classes!

So that is 46 Credit Hours left (not including the extra math)

Then on to conqure the rest of the world.

I have a but load more of school left though. I have to finnish is then go all the way to a masters then if I've gone that far I may as well suck it up and get Piled Higer and Deeper. But You know me...After iv'e finnished my little tiny degree I may just stop and do something else all together.

But what I DO WANT IS:

1. Old House to paint purple with yellow polk-a-dots

2. A Blue picket fince

3.and a BIG Tree in the front yard

4. and dishes

5. and yeah....uhm hum